I’ve been fighting off depression but I no longer can. Things seem so cold and old, so off and wrong. Unfinished and too difficult. Raw depression. Secrets and a ton of triggers causing so much pain inside and out.
I don’t think I can hide this from my kids. I just am absolutely depleted. Done. Being the best me for my kids is most important but I am in a place where I just need help and I can’t do some things I’ve been doing. I’m going to have a talk with my husband and maybe that will get me some help.