I was doing so well!!!!!

[brightbronzexo]

I really think I'm gonna die alone sometimes....or that I'll finally just be so distraught one day that I'll do something that I regret. Omg I was doing so great the past couple of days and then I kept thinking about my ex, kept hearing his name, I would see the shoes he always used to wear...and then I broke down and called him from a private number...as soon as he heard my voice he hung up...my self esteem was building up slowly and now it feels like I'm right back to where I started!!! What do i do

[fauxartist]

I've read your other posts and it's apparent you are suffering....maybe you can tell us more about yourself and why your feeling this way....I also noticed you don't answer any of the comments people leave...maybe that would help too if you got to know people here and interacted with them so you can find some sense of not feeling so alone and disconnected.

[brightbronzexo in reply to fauxartist]

Sorry. Thanks for your comment! I guess I just read the responses keep feeling bad about myself and keep it moving. I guess I don't even know how to take advice..i was doing so well on my own so i guess I got a little cocky, lol. It's hard for me to open up to ppl....

[fauxartist in reply to brightbronzexo]

your not alone here brightbronzexo...you have kind people who do care, it's hard to get used to that concept for many of us too....but it's okay....read others posts, comments, and keep sharing, you will see how your really with a lot of compassionate people just trying to feel better and live their lives in what seems to be a mad world sometimes. I often think to myself that if we here are like this to each other, caring, kind, thoughtful, and it's a sanctuary from the virtual world of chaos....whose really got the right idea of how to treat people, us here, or the outside social structure...which seems very sad and disarray at times to me.

[hypercat54]

Hi listen to faux as she speaks a lot of sense. I think we have all been where you are now and suffering from a broken heart so can relate to you.

My advice to you is to let yourself grieve as it is a form or grief such as when a loved one dies and you need to mourn the loss of your relationship. Keep yourself as busy as possible and don't isolate yourself. Spend time with friends as well.

The more time and distance you put between you and the break up the easier it will get. In time you will be able to move on. x