sometimes i feel like a failure. ive been in undergrad for 6 years and still dont know if ill be graduating soon... my car is falling a part and my apartment is not only trashed on the outside but i havent had motivation to clean the outside. I hate the way my body looks. I go through phases where i wont eat for like 2 days . It hasnt happened in the past few weeks but i feel it creeping up on me. i get in these moods where i want all new friends.... i dont want to be bothered with anybody i currently know. kind of like i want to start over. the only people i would keep around is my boyfriend and mom.