I read over this site's Terms of Use & Community Guidelines & I think it's okay to go ahead with this post. Even so, it's not exactly clear to me how to word everything, but that's okay too.
Hopefully you can see that I truly care about what you're all going through. Not that I have details on any of you, but the things you post on here show how you're suffering,
Just so you know, though, you can always talk to God. Whether you call it prayer or conversation, or whatever, He'll listen to you & there's absolutely no fear that you'd ever be ignored or unloved by Him. We're not alone for one second, even tho I know it feels lonely. I feel that too, which was a big reason i started making greeting cards for homebound & other people. Whenever I've focused on myself a lot, it's brought me down every time. What helps me more than anything is to focus on other people & their needs.
Jesus knows suffering, you know, His Father sent Him here (Jesus is fully God and fully human) to give His life for you, & there's no way Jesus would be nailed to the Cross for our sins and then disregard our prayers & pain.
I'm not sure that everyone here realizes how precious you are, and how loved you are. And whether you FEEL loved or worthwhile has no real bearing on the fact that you ARE cherished & loved & worth more than it's possible to explain --- our human feelings are misleading & they change so frequently, but the love God has for us stays the same.
So I just wanted to encourage you all -- it's okay if you can't handle life on your own, because God never meant for us to. That's why He's right here (with me as I write this and with you as you read.) The weaker we are, the more we let Him direct His strength through us.
So, your pain is clear, and I frankly can't understand your pain personally --- but Jesus gets it completely.
I do love you all in Christ & I care about what you're going through, and I'm lifting you all up to God in Jesus' name.
<3 
I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength - Philippians 4:13
Anyway, thank you for your reply! I hope you're feeling all right today friend. O! and I used watercolor on this card. That & a white paint pen when the watercolor dried. 
I actually struggle with praying, i get so distracted & I mean, there are so many people to pray for & situations ---- I wonder sometimes if I'm "praying right" ??????? -- don't you give up though, I don't want to give up either. 
Could this be for you??
One more post yaw 
How are you feeling..?
You ever feel like you just try to hard?
From one madhouse to another. Nobody respects me and nobody can understand this
