Woke up this morning feeling like someone else. I’m a lost cause. I can’t do this anymore. I’m a complete nightmare and waste of time and space. I’m taking 30mg of Buspirone 3x a day for anxiety and I feel like a zombie. I’m having horrible panic attacks all the time. I’ve been zoning/spacing out like crazy. I’m constantly stressed out and frustrated and crabby and tired. I constantly feel like something bad is gonna happen. I’ve also started having nightmares during the day. I wanna hurt myself and die. Idk what to think or do anymore. I cry myself to sleep every night.