Being self quarantined

[Suzhou]

Has anyone else found this time really hard for them? I’m not to much of a social person. But I do like to hang out with my roommates and go out for walks regularly throughout the city. With this virus I had to move back home with my mom. I have not talked to anyone in person besides her for about two weeks. I am alone with my thoughts and my mental health is decreasing. I’m constantly crying myself to sleep again, just like in high school. I keep telling myself it’s going to get better and one day I’ll wake up and want to be alive. I’ve had depression for many years and every time I bring up to my family that I’m in pain I get a “ ya right. Whatever “ Like no one takes me seriously. The only reason I’m alive is because I would never want them to feel the pain of losing someone. But can anyone tell me if eventually it does get better?

[Dragon13]

I lost everything in the last 5 years ive buried and creamated 95% of my family i lost all my friends im trapted in my house because im a 24 hour7 day a week caretaker i only have two family members left im the patriarch and they hate me i never get to go out i cant have any romantic relationship because of my autistic brother u dont know lonely until u have no one i havnt had human contact in 3 years i have a loaded 380 cobra sitting in front of me but im a man that when i give my word i keep it i wish i never gave my word everyday i see my dying in my arms my ptsd has been getting worse i thought if i got Facebook id meet people ive never been betrayed so much in my life until i got it yes i know how u feel i know the horrible feeling no one cares about you my whole life has been hell i was homeless at 12 no one comes by to see how i am no one calls i have stage 2 lung cancer the lead pellets in my brain are dissolving im forggeting alot i just turned 53 on march 27 but my memory is that if a 70 year old id kill just to have one real friend just to talk to

[Suzhou in reply to Dragon13]

I feel for you 🖤 it sounds very hard. A life I could never live. But you’ve made it this far. You have conquered everything in your way to this point. If you ever need me. Message me. 🖤

[Chep-Glo]

Just know you are not alone in this and everything will fall into place sometime, think positive thoughts, recite a mantra that will get you in a good mood. I have started doing yoga and I feel like it gets me through the day, maybe you can do it too. Sometimes I do cry myself to sleep but I know I will get through this. Am not worthless

[Suzhou in reply to Chep-Glo]

🖤 I go for walks in my neighborhood. we got this.

[Chep-Glo in reply to Suzhou]

Yeah we got this, everything will be perfectly fine

[pink318]

Hello,

During the first week of social distancing, I got scared and worried. I was worried about what if someone from my family becomes sick. My son and I have asthma and it’s risky for us to be infected by the virus. I have plenty of worries and because I am too informed about the virus, it made me so scared. I prayed, I cried in my prayers, I did not stop praying until I experienced God’s peace.

I hope all of us will remain positive and expect good things to happen. Praying for you for peace and will remain strong. Keep posting. You are not alone. We are all here to uplift one another. Stay safe. God bless.