pain.

[-sad-angel-]

there is no more denying it. i am alone.

it’s sad that a year ago, i was happy, with lots of friends who i thought were there for me. and today, i am left with no one.

i sometimes think this is good. if i don’t have friends, i won’t be disappointed when they let me down.

i know i have a purpose on this earth. otherwise, God wouldn’t have saved my life.

i know i should stick around to see it. but this pain i feel every day has become almost unbearable.

there is a deep ache in my chest. it’s hard to distract myself.

it pains me so much that people don’t even care if i am part of their life. it just pains me that people who i thought were there for me don’t even seem to care if i’m alive.

when will this pain end?

[HearYou]

Hello angel,

What can we do for you except listen? You have posted about 6 times since April 11, 2018. You have worried us. More than once I was afraid you were going to hurt your self or worse. I wrote to you in PMs trying to show you real alternatives toward looking to the future and to your current situation. Others have too. Help us to help you. What can we do for you that you think will help?

[-sad-angel- in reply to HearYou]

i have no idea. i’m sorry all of my posts are just all about me. this depression has just got worse and worse. i feel like i cant do anything about this feeling, so it makes me feel so overwhelmed and trapped. all i can do is try to express my feelings on here. i don’t know if i can be helped.

[ciley in reply to -sad-angel-]

trouble is, you are alone and so are they....take it from there?....i'm struggling v much at present.

[Hidden]

I’m sorry you feel like this... If you read some of my posts maybe we have similar thoughts and feelings on loneliness.

I hope you feel better soon message me if you like xx

[b1b1b1]

We do care. You have touched many people. What year of high school are you in? Is there any counseling you can obtain at your school, or privately. xxxxx(((((x)))))).

[pink83737]

Hey, I just wanted to let you know, anxiety and depression make you feel alone when in reality your not, so many people go through this in life. Yeah it’s so hard but god wouldn’t put you through something you couldn’t handle he knows your gonna get through it and I promise you it gets better I am living proof. Just keep praying to god he will answer his timing is perfect. You can message me if you’d like to

[ambron1]

Well said !

[courtjestah]

May I ask what happened within a year that makes you feel as if you've lost all your friends? I have an idea, but I'd like you to tell me.