Cant stop crying

[Sadstina]

Insidw am empty, yet all i do is cry. I am missing my ex, his controlling ex wife is a beast, she uses him constantly, for money n things around the house. She fed him w bull, and he left me.

I am getting worse. I just dont understand why hes letting her control him, we were so happy.

I love him. Moved to fla for a new life. Im loosing everything bc he was to move in. I didnt deseeve this.

Im a 44 yr old professional, i had to rent rooms out just to make ends meet.

Im lost. Angry. He wont even talk to me, so crushing.

I have no health ins. Anxiety meds out....

Im a looser. A total looser. All i do is cry, no slerp, no food.

[fauxartist]

I'm sorry your having such a sad and hard time. I know some clinics have therapists completing their hours for their permanent lic. and have pay as you can afford with min. of 10.00 for a session. Don't know where you are, but since your finances are like most, you may try looking around for programs to help you to get your meds, and therapy.

[Sadstina in reply to fauxartist]

Ty

[hypercat54]

Hi I think this man has free will and he must take responsibility for his own actions. He is not a puppet to be pulled this way and that and if he is would you want him anyway?

I think he has decided to go back to his wife for his own reasons. You deserve much better than this so try and move on and find happiness elsewhere. x

[Sadstina]

Hes divorced...i am stunned...but continues to email me...but wont talk in person.

[Sadstina]

He s not back w her. We had words. Ahes controlling him. At 50 yrs old hes now renting a room out.

Ahe says hes a hirrid person but she needs the money?

Apparently. She too him to the wringer financially. Now hes letting her do it again.

She has a control of some sort on him

[Sadstina]

Just today he called me yelling n screaming n hung up on me. Then changed his number...its insane.