Felt like crying today

[ScottieStyles]

I awoke this morning wanting to cry, I get so low in the mornings it can be crippling, however i know if I stay in bed, it gets worse so I force myself up,

then its the long tram ride to work, by the time I get in Im a little better, I drop my meds at about 8.30am/

I'm still waking up with my ex on my mind, no matter what I do, her memries are still there haunting me. I wish, I never fell in love with her, because these feelings are destroying me

[Savingstar]

Mornings can be really hard thats when i struggle but the main thing is you get up and move with the day thats a major achievement when you are struggling. Sorry to hear about your break up they are always hard to deal with. time is the only healer x

[Samson1953]

well keep getting up. turn the TV on for a bit. n as soon as u think of yr x think of yr favorit meal or movie or place. everyday is a new day n its a healing day. u never knw that special new person could be right arnd the corner. i sound like a really great person.

[Samson1953 in reply to Samson1953]

sorry meant you sound like a really great person

[ScottieStyles in reply to Samson1953]

I'm sure you are a great person, today has been a better day, felt quite chipper

[soulsquest7]

I understand. Have you considered counseling? For me, Christian Counseling has really been helpful! We all need each other!

[ScottieStyles]

I have had 2 sets of one to one counseling, it was helpful for a while, But sadly it does notr mend a broken heart. I problem is I was so deeply in love, This is a horrible new feeling for me, I should be over her by now, but Im not.