I'm scared of making conversation with people because I'm awkward.

[Lostinwondeelan]

Unless it's a comepletely professional environment I struggle to make conversation with people so some days I can't talk at all because I'm terrified of the words that will come out of my mouth. On these day I lay in bed all day. I pull my shades and try to stay calm and away from and person. I have a pet bearded dragon and she is really helpful sometimes but other times I just cry until I can't anymore because my head and chest feel like they are going to explode. I've never had any kind of professional opinion on what is wrong with me but I feel so anxious about thinga that other people say is not a big deal like how terrifying it is to talk to people sometimes but I feel like no one ever understands. Because sometimes I'm so happy and friendly and other times I feel almost zombielike I'm just living because I'm breathing... Barely.

[jkl5500]

If you're having trouble functioning, please make an appointment with your doctor ASAP, and get medical treatment started. This will not magically go away by itself. Let others help you with this.

[cricketannie]

I’m so sorry you’re going through a tough time. Please go talk to a doctor. This isn’t your fault. Our brains and nervous systems need maintenance and medications just like every other organ in our body. Talk to a doctor and get some help. I promise only good will come from it.

[ImLost3]

I feel where your coming from