I feel worse right now than I when I first went to the mental hospital.
I don't really wanna wake up tomorrow.
I hate being at school. I cried a lil bit today at school. No one noticed.
I hate being at home. I cry a lot. No one notices.
I don't want to be awake.
I don't want to be asleep.
maybe if you have someone to talk to you might feel better.
The problem is, I don't. I only have 1 person I'm comfortable with that I actually talk to regularly. I met her on here and we can only text.
I used to have more people but they either never talked to me about their problems and/or kept saying the same things Everytime I talked to them.
Mmm maybe try talking to a few new people and see where that takes you
I'm in highschool and most people already have a group and they hangout in that group all day. Trying to approach a group is more daunting than a single person. The only time I went up and talked to someone in the mental hospital was after I was feeling better and they were alone.
ya thats true, but just practice with someone it might help a little
Hi M. It's a never-ending journey with highs and lows...and lots of deja vu moments. Kinda like the string theory as if you drop a string and it lands in a wad of overlapping paths to travel. Your rational brain and feeling brain in conflict. I recommend Googling radical acceptance for survival tips.
Bad stress and headache :(
The state of the world has made my depression exponentially worse.
Feeling all alone with anxiety pounding at the door
Extremely Scared About Starting college
Am I on borrowed time?
