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Trying not to judge myself

Starrlight
Starrlight
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Don’t break your own heart 💜

Breathe into the goodness that you are 💗

I’ve been hard on myself today. I wish I could cry but I haven’t been able to for a while. I feel it rising but then it shuts off. Had a panic attack and tried letting myself feel it but it was extreme and I fled. Things seem so breakable.

I plan on trying to be gentle with and accepting of myself today. I hope others out there will do the same if struggling to feel good enough.

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fauxartist

hang in there, at least your trying...take care of yourself....baby steps

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Starrlight

((((((Fauxartist))))) thanks for the encouragement. Ha sometimes I try maybe too hard. I need to stop and listen to myself.

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Hidden
Hidden

Weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning. Maybe just maybe it is time to stop crying and experience joy. Right when you are about to get your breakthrough to a better time in your life, things may get a little uncomfortable. We have to be able to experience something not good so when we are in a good place and something bad happens so we do not let that have a permanent effect, it was but for a moment. Then you move right back to your good place. You may have ran but God has you hidden in his arms.

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MandyBueno

You described my feelings in this post! Hang in there, we're in this together, and this feeling just cause us pain, i have been trying to be gentle with myself and pacient with my feelings. Sometimes these bad emotions get in the way, but we shall remain Strong. Sending you love.

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Starrlight

Yes, let’s help each other stay STRONG. Let’s start fresh when we hit a point that is hard and hurtful. Keep up the good work.

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Starrlight

Needhelp, I love the thought of moving right back to my good place. And well I can hope that God has me in His arms. I miss the connection I once Had with God. Maybe this is to teach me what it is like to be without Him so I don’t stray and maybe I will realize the closeness when it is time.

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applesforever2020

Hey there. Hang in there. Loving yourself is one of the hardest things to do. I am sending every good thought your way. We all need to support one another here without any judgement. Sometimes when I cry I feel much better and it breaks the fog that I am in with my depression. But sometimes I find it impossible to feel anything. I know exactly how you feel.

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Starrlight

Hey, thank you for being here Applesforever! It helps not going it alone. Ha I really want to be able to cry... with time I suppose. Hope you are doing well today.

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applesforever2020

Thanks! Today is an ok day. I tend to have mood swings. But I am trying to think positively. I think this site is all about being there for each other, so please share anything you want to! You are not alone. Actually I have been so depressed before that I have thought of something really sad to make myself cry to feel something. So definitely know where you're coming from. :)

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Callmedanielle

💙💙💙

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Starrlight

💕 💗 ❤️

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