Had a break up and was fine started up Prozac for anxiety and now feeling depressed , I don't get it

[Jmerrick22]

I started Prozac for the third time in my life . I always had luck with it. However about two weeks ago my boyfriend and I broke up and the first day I was bad like crying off and on all that day and night. But after that I was ok it didn't really bother me but my anxiety was increasing with stress and finances etc. so the dr put me back on the Prozac 20 mg like last time. It's been about a week and a half and I feel depressed now. Maybe it's everything just hitting me but idk. I feel disconnected from people somewhat, I feel like crying but don't. We still talk sometimes but last night I was stupid and told him that I do miss talking to him and seeing him and I'm like beating myself up inside for doing that. I need to learn to let things go but idk I know everyone says it takes time and I get that but god I hope this starts to subside soon, I'll be going to my psychologist this week again too it's been about a month. I think talking about this might help. I just wanna be happy again and somewhat normal. Anyone have any advice ? I'm sorry for ranting but I'm not sure who to talk to about it really my mom hates him so I can't talk to her . Sometimes it's just those days where you feel like will I ever find someone who will love me , or will I ever have that again ? Can I deal with this, what do I do etc etc. stupid anxiety. Thank you for being there for me 😀

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Hey it's ok..your hurt..and time will heal..find happiness in you by focusing on the love you have to give to people..be happy that you gave your love to this person, you loved him from your heart, you accepted him for him who also gave you something back which made you feel loved..look at the positives..love is beautiful..learn from this love for the next person that comes in your life, which they will..there is someone that loves you and that's your mother..dont chase love..it will come when you least expect it..