I overthink most of the time and now I thought that I’m invisible even here because people don’t understand me or think I’m a liar. I wear a perfect mask and I change my figure with every person I met. We all struggle in a way or other and can express or suppress our emotions because we all are different types of fishes in the tank. I’m that big one stressed and ashamed on how I look and how I talk, ashamed for even live in a world where others can, I’m a failure. I noticed you all don’t even like me, and I hate that thing because my heart still dreaming to find her place in this universe and create something memorable. I’m still a kid who’s stupid enough to want something impossible at an age too advanced to prove it right. I am real even if my moods are completely different in every minute and I try to find my way but not stepping on dead bodies ; I try to braid flower hearts.
And you’re judging me because I’m lying and faking all this for likes and acceptance but in the end I don’t understand myself, how can you ?!