Hi everyone! The past week I have been so depressed. I’ve never felt this bad before. I have to fight back tears all day. I’m not suicidal, but I always think that I’ll never get my mental illness under control. Sometimes I feel like running away. I am a Mom of two small children which makes it even harder. I have anxiety and panic disorder. Just looking to connect with other Moms out there that struggle so hard to maintain their mental illnesses while managing a household. My husband doesn’t really understand and I can’t really talk to him about it. I’ve been diagnosed now for twenty years.