68 year old female. Retired for 16 months. Have suffered with Panic/Anxiety since my 20's, but was able to manage with meds. Now it's back with a vengeance and I am depressed as well. I know I am not alone, but I am so scared. I worry about EVERYTHING. Just want someone to talk to. Can't afford professional help. I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS WAY!