Can't take it anymore

[_Mr_Nobody_]

I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I don't have much left in me. It's only a matter of time before I give in. At this point I'm just waiting for it to happen. At least I'll be free

[Gladdi8or]

Keep going struggler. You are not alone.

[_Mr_Nobody_ in reply to Gladdi8or]

Thanks for the support. The urge to end it all is so strong

[Hidden]

I can relate to this... every word.

[Celtic27]

Hi mr nobody im sorry your feeling this way please seek help your worth more ! Do you not have a support network ie a group of friends you can talk over your problems ! Have you asked your doctor for help if not please do so your worth something to someone so please seek help please get back to me and let me know how you are even private message me if need to

[_Mr_Nobody_ in reply to Celtic27]

Everytime I get my hopes up. Everytime I think I'm doing well and I feel positive. Then not long after, I'm back to being so depressed life just doesn't seem worth it. I don't want to go through this anymore. I'm tired

[Hidden]

You have a lot of things to take it out of you. But think of friends or someone that might make you see your place in life. Surround yourself with online friends and listen and grow with experiences of life. We all struggle but we can make it better world for each other

[_Mr_Nobody_ in reply to Hidden]

I found someone that made me feel hopeful and that showed me I can still love. Then my depression destroyed our relationship. Yet another thing taken from me by this condition

[Hidden in reply to _Mr_Nobody_]

you have time to find someone else but heal first

[kainasar]

All the people I talk to and learn from on the web are rotating meds and treatments to find the combination that works so relationships and lifestyle are disrupted. Its a real challenge.

[Hidden]

Take your time, deal with it with help - ask doctor for best medicine to get you through this if you feel you need

[Jeff1943]

You will not give up, believe me. You have known happy times and you know they will return. Perhaps you are trying too hard. I mean fighting too hard. Fighting only causes more stress and tension. Instead, engage in masterly inactivity. You should disengage from those issues that are causing you so much discomfort. Let others take care of themselves. Take a mental break and rest. Recharge your batteries by spending more time outside where trees, clouds and blue skies will calm you. Nature is a good tonic whatever ails us.