So..my husband, my best friend and father to our 5 children decided to tell me 2 days before Christmas that after 12 years together he no longer loves me and was leaving. Just over a week later he text me saying that I was still his goal, he doesn’t want anyone else just some time to work through his own feelings, this giving me hope, he works away from home and only home at weekends so at the minute our children don’t know about the split I’ve just been telling them that daddy had to work. He came around on Friday to see the children and to celebrate our little boy turning 2, he stayed late so the children didn’t suspect anything ( his idea to not tell them until next time he is home) and we end up sleeping together. The next day he apologises tells me it shouldn’t have happened. I am so confused!! I love this man completely but he has my head and heart all over place I just don’t know what to do.