Hello everyone, i have posted recently why i feel so depressed and sad. Last night i had a dream with my ex and we were so happy, we made love and he was telling me we were gonna married next April. When i woke up i couldn't help feeling so anxious and really sad, it was early in the morning and it took me some time to back to sleep again.
I had a breakdown this morning cos the year is almost over and i waited so much for it cos i was going to be with my ex in February. It is gonna be a tough new year and i can't deal with it
Today is a bad day, i can't even be alone, i am with my family all the day cos i'm scared of being by my own