Hello everybody. I posted before explaining why i am here and that my ex broke up with me cos the age difference. I'm having a really bad and dark time where i feel hopeless and without future, i don't wanna feel like that but i can't help it.
I struggle every morning cos i wake up and i start having anxiety that stops me sleeping more. It is just a really bad feeling inside of me. Then i get sentimental and i cry desperately. I know all this is caused cos the breaking up and i already know what i have to do and move on, i don't know if you understand me but every day is a battle that i don't know if i will win.
My life depends just on me but then the memories are brought back and there is where all starts. I can't live like this. I see everything in black and i don't see any positive on this.
i'm very very sad right now!