Hello all. Just wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas. I know some folks have a rough time during this season so I don't want anybody forgotten. I have been really depressed the last 2 months myself, to the point of being suicidal. I don't even get out of bed every day except to clean my animal cages. Part of its meds, part is fibromyalgia and part is negativity. I hope everyone can grasp a little hope of their own, for I know how dark it is without it. I hope if things are that bad, you will reach our. I did go to the hospital myself, so I'd you need to, please go. We are all worth it. I do have trouble believing this for myself, but I have to say it anyway to survive. Take care all.