"Right Now Wana Give Up"

[Portugal24]

Hate mylife, Being me sucks.. honestly feels like this will never get Better...Biggest loser to Biggest issue of never finding happiness.

[ProBSD]

I think most of us on this forum have felt that way, but please don’t give up. Things do get better but it will take time. Are you seeing a doctor or someone that can help you one on one?

[Portugal24 in reply to ProBSD]

Hear that.. I'm sorry if made anyone feel worse..

Trying so hard not to feel that way..is all that's going thru my head..

Am seeing a doctor an supposed to starting therapy but still hasn't been sorted out.. feel like getting help is impossible.. but more to fact feels like it's gonna take forever.. like I over 30 years an things still are no better..

[Lostlittlegirl_]

Hi. I also feel the same. Exactly the same.

This app really helps alot. I’m not seeing a therapist or anything because here in my country it’s not taken that seriously..

But, I pray and I know that happiness itself will find you.. anywhere and anytime.

[Portugal24 in reply to Lostlittlegirl_]

Hello, sorry to hear that you don't have that help in your country.. it must be hard..? Scratch that it's gotta be hard..

Only recently came on this app..

Got to say has stopped me from hurting myself.. like I know I'm not the only one who fees like this.. I can't quote on anyone's else life but my own.

No one has ever been there for me,never had support thru trying times..times I thought I wouldn't see another day..

I'm still here..feelinglow and depressed..its like I can't see a way out of these thoughts..

Thoughts to which I want to put to rest..but always will be there hovering over my brain..

But I hope things get better for you..

[Lostlittlegirl_]

Yes. It’s really hard. Really.

I’m glad you stopped hurting yourself. Yay!🌟

Message me or anyone if you’re feeling low. We might find someone here that will help us and not knowing that we’re also helping them.

Things will get better for us. Let’s claim it!

[Portugal24 in reply to Lostlittlegirl_]

Hugs to you..

Arrrhhhh can't do it.. for the moment I get weak.. then gets harder for me to speak..

Try an find away but it's impossible..feels like every breath I take like I'm losing hope..

If I could paint a pictureof what was going in my head and heart would look like atomic bomb going off everything getting blown up an getting suck back in somewhere deeper, I can't find my way back..

[Lostlittlegirl_]

Don’t you have someone to talk to?

[Portugal24]

Not at this time of the night..

I was given phone numbers..to speak to people but honestly don't loke the fact of talking.. which is my dilemma..

[Lostlittlegirl_ in reply to Portugal24]

Find a good movie. Or listen to something that can light up your mood.

Go to youtube watch indian streetfoods it always bring lightness in me. Just try it.

[Portugal24 in reply to Lostlittlegirl_]

Have tried that.. watched all good movies that I would watch.. waiting for new ones to come out.. if I can hang on till then.. music I listen to everyday.. to distract me..

Nothing seems to like pain lies deep within

[Lostlittlegirl_ in reply to Portugal24]

🙁

[Portugal24]

🙈🙈🙈

[Hidden]

I feel exactly the same way right now. It never ends for me. All I do is pray things get better one day. 😑

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Msg me if you ever need someone to talk to, who definitely understands

[Bazmack]

Hi Portugal24, I am feeling pretty much like you today. I cannot stop crying. Hubby is ill and it feels like I am hitting my head against a brick wall getting help. My eldest son just shouts instructions down the phone at me which makes me feel worse. I have tried tablets and was booked for counselling but that turned into a right fiasco. I ended up getting an apology from the manager of that section at our local hospital. I will never go back there. Waiting for GP to phone after surgery to ask for help with hubby. This site is very good and there are always people to talk to.

[KrierandRosie]

I feel the same way. I have nothing to do all day. No one will hire me. I have nothing to live for. I cannot see a future. I watch my soap. I hate Trump. He is a scumbag. I have joined online groups. Nothing helps. The day will come when I won't wake up. That is a day to look forward to.

[Hidden]

Hi I am someone who suffers with anxiety and also went through major depression. I wanted to tell you Jesus Christ has helped me more than you can imagine. Nobody will care for you as much as he does. Reading psalms in the Bible helped me so much when I was hurting. There's so much comfort in the words. Also as hard as it might be right now you have to start doing something good for yourself to get out of this mindset. Trust me I had two small kids when I was going through a nervous breakdown and major depression and today has been over two years and I have come a long way. I can't believe how negative thoughts can bring a person down so low it is hard to climb out of. Please make sure you are eating healthy and doing good things for yourself because you are very important in this life. You have a purpose. Did you ever try a journal? I started one and wrote everything down it mostly things I am grateful for wether it's long term or for today. Makes a huge difference in my mood. If you have any questions please message me

[Miamaria in reply to Hidden]

Have been suffering through major anxiety the last week and a half, and I must say that the Lord was there for me. I read the Bible which I never have before, and felt the peace only God can bring🙏

[Ddorne]

portugal24, We have all felt this at times. It’s just feelings and dosnt mean it is true. Everyone has their own reasons of being unworthy, a failure etc. It can be treated with compassion, gentleness, therapy and meds. Are you on meds?

This is a good site. People respond and are helpful. Please

Be forgiving of yourself as God has forgiven you. Write often

[Portugal24 in reply to Ddorne]

Not on meds might be in the next few weeks.. just recently I would do something stupid if I had my hands on pills..

Thankyou

[Miamaria]

Thoughts are just thoughts! And everything passes, I promise!

[Portugal24 in reply to Miamaria]

Thoughts are thoughts..

But these thoughts are turning into more then I can handle..

Can see this finishing me off..

Like I've been thru abuse.. from all different angles... which makes me think what did I do so wrong to have end up with all that heart ache..

Heart ache to what I can't even look at myself in the mirror with out being disgusted at what I see.. honestly don't think I can take anymore 🙈🙊🙈

[Miamaria in reply to Portugal24]

So sorry that I just saw this now. It’s a glitch in the brain, and the fact that you don’t like them is a sign that they’re not your true character. You don’t have to fight, argue or rationalize the thoughts. Just become aware. I say “it’s not me it’s OCD” Don’t judge or argue with the thought. Let it float, and redirect your focus onto another activity. It’s hard but we can rewire our brain. Good Luck!!also you need to find a qualified therapist that knows about intrusive thoughts. Good Luck!

[KrierandRosie]

My life isn't so great, either. My one miracle is my husband. He accepts me with my flaws. I am a college grad with no skills for the real world. So I changed menial jobs frequently. I have never made much money or found career fulfillment. I wanted to do something important, but it never happened. Now I just exist.

There is no reason.