Anxiety and obsessive thoughts

[O-mai]

Obsessive thinking and anxiety

I joined this group so I can meet people who suffers from the same conditions as me .. because in the real world I have nobody to talk to. It feels lonely

My first time experiencing panic attack was two mouth ago I felt light headed and my heart was beating so fast ..the reason I had panic attack because I'm afraid of losing my mind ..I'm scared of schizophrenia cause my brother have it

[Hidden]

Hi O-Mai big hugs to you 💕this actually happened me yesterday an this past few days I feel as if my food is stuck as if I have indigestion oh I dunno it’s hard to explain. My brother is the same an I sometimes worry with my history am I heading that way as recently I’ve had severe mood swings an even lost my temper in a total raging outburst that was unusual for me hence now full of remorse an fallen out with a close neighbour which I do really regret. Just don’t know where I’m heading to be honest. 😌

[O-mai in reply to Hidden]

The first time I experience panic attack I had the same symptoms as if food stuck into my guts I couldn't eat for over three days cause all I felt is obnoxious.. and when i had the panic attack while my heart was beating and I felt light headed i thought I was becoming schizophrenic .. all I was telling to my parents that I'm becoming like my brother but that wasn't the case .. all I have was fear of losing my mind .. two month now has gone and I have not experience any symptoms of schizophrenia .. my doctor diagnose me with anxiety .. but even so I'm still afread of losing my mind

[O-mai in reply to Hidden]

Is your brother diagnose with schizophrenia because of generics of because of drugs

Ps : sorry my English is bad because it not my first language

[O-mai]

Okay : Alprazolam win I take half pail in the morning and the other half after dinner time , and also I take Deprestat half pail at the morning and the other half after dinner

[O-mai]

I just googled quetaipine and said it treating schizophrenia or deep depression

[Hidden in reply to O-mai]

Yes it is .....but also used in low dose 25mg for anxiety. Plus I suffer from depression which I take fluoxetine 40mg a day.

[O-mai in reply to Hidden]

Yep I also suffer from depression and that why I take deprestat

[O-mai]

Same with my brother .. he smoked weed when he was young

[O-mai]

I think we have the same situation .. I'm 21 years old and female .. what about u? Only if u want to answer

[O-mai]

Ps : my mother will always calm me down by telling me it because of his drug abuse and that's nothing to do with genetics .. but still i have fear

[O-mai]

What age your brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia ? And what age you've experience the fear? If you don't mind me asking

[O-mai]

But from 24 yr old to now 40 did you ever experience any symptoms of schizophrenia u know like hearing voices or paranoid that u are been followed or watch over u know stuff like that

[Cherbear811]

I get more support from this site than my family, sad but true. You're not alone on that

[Madison10]

I have obsessive thoughts and I can’t control them. I have always been this way. I take a meditation class, I do volunteer work and it’s not enough . I have always worried I would run out of money. I am on medication. I have gone to therepy but I decided it was the wrong person for me. People on here are nice and helpful to talk to. I know everyone is struggling with something. It’s nice to know I can come here and find someone to talk to, I would like help someone. I don’t have anyone to talk too

[1947treble]

I deal with obsessive thoughts on and off too. I try to distract myself or get involved in something else. But I can relate and I hope it lightens up. Try not to worry over uncertainties that have no solutions, but I know how hard that is.