My first post.

[Originalname]

Im new here, but il get staight to the point. Im in high school and ive only had one therapy session as of now. I was supposed to start at the beginning of middle school, but my mom said I didn't need it, which was an obvious mistake by now. My mom's severely religious, to the point where it restrains me from basic human functions, since she says any and all cartoons unrelated to christianity are satanic, and coca cola, hellman's mayonnaise, and essentially all major corporations are satanic. The power of the internet, ladies and gentlemen. Anyways, I don't really have anyone to turn to since my only brother that understands me is in the marines, we haven't talked in about a week, and I'm having more depressing-think-about-life-with-myself seminars. What I mean by this is that I'd sit in my bed and either cry myself to sleep, or just think about what I'll do afterwards. I've had a decent amount of "life events" and my mom thinks everything's fine. My dad's always at work, and I usually only see him on weekends, due to him being divorced from my mom. My mom restricts me from going out with friends, and doesn't really know that therapy was seriously recommended, and that I actually want to go. If anyone wants to leave advice I'd appreciate it. Thank you for reading.

[ComingUpRoses]

I am so sorry your mother doesn't seem to understand. I assume your brother is older since you mention he's in the marines. Do you feel it may help if you talk to him and ask him to help explain things to your mother?

Definitely keep attending your therapy sessions. I hope it's a safe, comfortable space where you can talk openly. I'm also glad you came here, as this community understands. You sound stuck between a rock and hard place. I know it's hard, but keep pushing forward for you. Hugs.

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I understand your struggle, it sounds similar to my own dysfunctional family as I was growing up. How old are you?

My mum didnt trust other people, and that impacted on me as a child. She also wouldnt let us eat McDonalds, go to other childrens sleepovers or parties, use the internet as it was evil. She is religious, and now I shun any religion because of the way it messes up peoples heads in my opinion.

My advice is speak to your Dad. I hope he takes your needs more seriously than she does. You shouldnt miss out because of her opinions, especially on therapy.

You are not alone x