I can't think straight. I can't get out of bed. If I leave my room my family will try to talk to me and I just can't handle that right now. I'm not strong enough to look anyone in the eye and pretend I'm fine. I'm so messed up right now. I'm destroying myself. I haven't hardly eaten in nearly a day and I stayed up so late and slept in so much I don't feel rested at all. My brain feels like I poured acid in it.
I just want to wait until my mind clears and I can help myself but it's not clearing. I don't know what to do.