....she says it but deep down I know she doesn't mean it.....
.....she says she doesn't want me to be alone, but she let me go and didn't even bother to stop me.....shows how suddenly a woman who uses her body as a weapon to snatch the attention of the guys.
....she says I don't want you to be alone...."why the F#%K not when all I've ever felt was alone even when I was with you!"....
I prayed day & night, begging God or someone up there or from ANY plane of existence to take away this pain I yearn to shake......
I need to be me again.
Lost & alone.