I wonder if anyone out there might be able to give me any advice? I've been struggling with anxiety and depression forever but particularly last 10months! I'm driving my boyfriend mad and my moods are causing us difficulties! This morning I had a panic attack as we were getting ready to go to a wedding. I hadn't slept and got into a state. He's been patient for so long but he had to go without me and it had been in doubt whether I'd go because I keep cancelling. I've sat feeling sorry for myself and just don't know how to move forward. I feel like my life has been full of anxiety and I can't cope with it anymore. Letting people down is the worst thing. Do other people feel guilty for getting depressed and anxious?