lately i feel like i dont know who i am. i have given so much to my relationship of 12 years that i feel like there is nothing left to give myself. losing my wife feels like loosing my own life. sometimes i feel like i would rather die than loose her. we have been togther since we were 17 and she is everything to me. i have been dealing with bad depression and anxiety attacks. it feels like to much to deal with and i dont feel like getting out of bed or going to work.im loosing my faith in god im loosing my faith in people. i have never felt this low in my life.