self destructive and loosing myself

[Frogeyes]

Hi guys,

I’m really struggling with my anxiety and now my old friend self destruction is back and in full force. If I’m honest it never left my side. I was really lucking for the past several years things were good (work and personally). I have recently been laid off, my anxiety is at an all time high and everything has been turned upside down. I do count my blessings that my husband is trying to understand what I’m going through.

I’m really starting to grow tired and worn down mentally and physically of these non stop battles.

Take care all and I hope today is better than yesterday. 😌

[Frogeyes]

Yes, the plan is to get another job. I’ve been looking but things are kinda bleak in these parts. I’ve had several interviews and feel like something will happen soon. So with Gods grace I will be employed soon. It’s just telling my brain to stop the panicking and think rationally. Easier said than done, right! 😊

[Frogeyes]

Thank you for the well wishes and much luck with your own path. 😊

[Singingmoose]

With God all things are possible! I love that you are still positive despite the anxiety and self destruction. It is in no way fun to deal with these emotions, even with a relationship with God, we can still have these over powering anxiety/depression feelings. I pray you are able to find work soon and may it even be a better place!

[Frogeyes in reply to Singingmoose]

Thank you, thank you, thank you! ✌️

[Newby4201]

I know being laid off sucks 😡! I am hoping some good will come out of this and your next job will be in a great work environment with even higher pay! Please stay strong!