Feeling overwhelmed. I feel like I need to work from home. And applying for these jobs are getting to me a bit. Aside from my bills, I honestly think I should work from home. I wanna work with dogs and I honestly wanna go full-time at it. What's stopping me? Some stuff. But any job work from home would probably be my best bet right now. I have tightness of chest just thinking about things, thinking I'm dying, worried, stressed, I feel it in my body, I can't relax, my mind is all over the place, my breathing is ok however I do take deep breaths when I feel like I'm not getting enough air. I'm scratching for self soothing (on my chest), it hurts but it's almost like having a cigarette... I just hate this shit and it's scary. Every moment feels like my last, or that I'm the only one going through this shit... sigh tired of it.