What's the point

[Singgirl3]

What's the point? No one cares. No one loves me. No one knows what I feel. No one understands. No one will be there for me. No one would notice.

[Hidden]

Where do you live? (country) What time is it there?

[Singgirl3 in reply to Hidden]

United States it is about 10:00 pm

[menagerie11]

I am so sorry that you are feeling this way. I would encourage you to join a support group or see a counsellor. You don't have to be alone. I don't know if you have a faith position....I do, and I can assure you that you are loved, understood, and that there is someone there for you all the time. You sound very depressed. Another option is to get yourself to a hospital or mental health crisis centre. You matter. You are here for a reason. No one can replace you. Don't give up.

[gogogirl in reply to menagerie11]

I understand. It is very hard to be motivated to attend a support group if you are depressed. Please know we are here if you want to vent.

[Hidden]

Ok, so you're in the eastern part of the US. Who do you know that you can call to talk with? Think it would be good for you to hear an actual human voice. Many people who reply to our posts live in England and it's after 2 or 3 a.m. there....and many people who could "talk" with you by messages are in bed....but in the US maybe some one is home in the western states that will be able to reply to your post because it's earlier there.

I will need to leave you very soon due to a medical reason, but I caught your post and what to let you know someone cared.

But, first, let's decide if there is some one you know that you can call to talk with? What do you think? I know sometimes just little time talking with a real person (you know I mean one where you can hear the voice) makes a bigger difference for me than typed messages.

[gogogirl in reply to Hidden]

Perhaps the whole problem is that you have no one you can talk with so you came here. I am here.

[Hidden]

I care

[Hidden]

I care.

[Hidden]

Hello again. It's about midnight where you live, but only about 9 p.m. in the west coast and people maybe coming home from dinner out and would be back home. I opened my computer to see if you were receiving replies.

There have been several, but I may try to reach someone in California to "listen" with you for awhile. I think you also have another post. I'm going to read that one now.

[Stevedan]

You're not alone. I'm in the same place you are. That feeling that no one cares and not being missed can be overwhelming. It's hard enough to go through this and even worse when you think you're doing this alone. But you're not. It may not seem like it right now but there people that care. It's depression messing with your mind. I've fighting it for years and know how it can beat you down. I don't know how long you've been fighting it but you're still here and that says alot about you and the strength you have. Sorry sounded like a bad counselor reading from the crisis management handbook. Rambling to strangers helps me cope now you need to find a way to cope. Hang in there.

[sydxoxo]

hello love, trust me i know how you feel. I've been where you are. last summer near a year ago i was in a suicide clinic. i broke the hearts of my own family and I've never felt so awful before. but after that day, everything got better. i got help, i learned to be a stronger and better person and so can you. you're a very strong person and i hope you know that. anyone with depression are the strongest people i know. you're walking through hell and back and let me tell you. if you stick around it will be so well worth it. you're beautiful and the fact that you had the strength to reach out on here shows that you're courageous and you want love, you need someone. anyone. and i'm here. it's horrible the things life can put you through. but trust me when i say it will get better. the love of your life is out there. and you'll get married and have a family and get to see all the beauty life offers. even having walked through the terrors life throws. hold on my love. it will be worth it

[Bamafan1]

I am so sorry to hear this. I can say I 100% know how you feel and I have said and thought these very things. It's important for me to say that so you know I don't diminish your feelings. For me It makes me feel even more alone knowing when having reached out to " friends " in the past , unless you've been there, you can't imagine how it feels. I will offer what helps me when I feel this way.....I start praying...even though it feels like the last thing I may feel like doing....I pray, read the Bible...anything I can to counteract the enemies lies. That's what they are...lies from Satan whose goal is to literally make us feel hopeless and helpless.. anything he can to distract us from the truth...which is that God thought so highly of you....He wanted to bless the World with you...knowing it'd be better.

I think about how God....the most powerful being who created everything...loves me. Sent His son to DIE for me ! I pray for God's mighty hand to shield you from the enemies lies .

To be a gentle presence to provide a warm embrace for you to rest and experience peace. Without worry, fear, or any other negative thoughts . For you to know He still needs you and has a purpose for you.. of the many people that died today, you are still alive and that means there's a plan and purpose that only you can fulfill. I pray all this is the name of Jesus.

Feel free to inbox me anytime if you'd like. I'm glad you have such strength to get on here and say how you feel.