Lost

[Sarahp2008]

Everyday is different. I hate my job. I don't mind my job. I never love my job though. There are parts I love, but not often. Everyone hates their job, right? But that doesn't seem right. Why should I be stuck doing something that doesn't make me happy? Have I ever been happy at a job? Is that even possible. I feel like I always end up hating something and I fixate. I wish I didn't have to take so much effort to get through the days. People believe I'm happy. It's getting harder to keep it up.

[Sarahp2008]

Thank you for your feedback. I've been seeing my psychiatrist and psychologist for years, and I'm currently medicated. I couldn't imagine if I wasn't. I don't even know what I like anymore. I feel like I've been pretending to be someone I'm not for so long that I don't know what I like.

[Hidden]

I think if your job is making you feel worse then you should find something else that will not. You don't need to love your job or even like it for that matter but I feel like if it's making you feel worse than you would without it, ditch that shit. You're for sure smart. You'll get another one in no time.

[Jaco2016]

How long have you been at your current job? Did you go to school for it? It couldn't hurt to interview somewhere else if you can to see what else is out there. Maybe you just get bored easily and need a change .