Today I just got this feeling inside of me were I feel lifeless like I can't find my way out of this hole it's dark and I scared and nervous. I feel like the world has nothing for me anymore. Right now I have no cell phone, job, or car and I just feel so lost on where to go or even what to do with myself I have been looking for a job it just seems like nothing is coming through for me I just don't know I so scared that my life will end up being nothing and I will never be as happy as I once was before I tried to take my life and before the hospital. IM SO LOST !!!!!!!