Soooo depressed today. Can't shake it. Just want to cry all day. I am not happy where I am. But, I have nothing and no where to go. I will be 48 years old next month and have nothing. I have a big heart and would do anything for anyone, but because of this I get used over and over again. My boyfriend bases every thing on what I do. How clean I keep the house and so on. Why can't anyone love me just for me? I can't even see my dad for Father's day because I have no gas and my car is falling apart because I gave someone a ride during the flood and the water messed up my car. I just don't want to even be here anymore.