Hi my doctor has me on 225mg effector, 150 XL Wellbutrin, and Adderall 30 mg 1 tab twice a day. Well I'm still suffering from depression and it is really bad. I wouldn't do anything to myself but I want to die. I can't describe this depression, I feel hopeless and helpless. Overwhelmed so many emotions that I just can't stand it. Has anyone ever had this and if so what did you do to help it. Thank you so much for reading my post. I am very desperate for advise.