I don't know what to do. Growing up my dad was authoritarian and my mom was the very definition of a permissive parent. So I never learned good habits or to do chores unless if there was a punishment and I was afraid of my dad. I struggled a lot academically in high school and college because my mom never enforced consequences. My parents divorced when I was in college and now I live with my mom. I had poor grades and no sense of future direction in college. I only did my schoolwork so I could see my friends. Now that college is over and we have all parted ways I have been hooked on TV for two years. I start writing resumes and cover letters only to never finish them, because I have no motivation and it's not due to depression. I am not suicidal however I see my life as being at a dead end living with my mom or getting married to escape the job search. I've even been tested for ADD and ADHD and the tests said I didn't have it. Any tips on how to improve my ability to pay attention? Thank you and God bless!