I feel so lost, I have no friends to confide in. You ever just feel like you lost touch of yourself. I feel like a lost soul trying to find my way back to my body. I keep telling myself it will be okay but honestly I don't know any more. I don't know who I am anymore, I just wanna be happy but then again I forgot how happiness really feels when I have spent years pretending to be so that I can be strong for others but who's strong for me no one. I can't call on anyone for help not to talk to or anything.