New to this so here goes...

[Dessy33]

I recently left an abusive marriage of 13 years and it all seems surreal. I have 2 special needs kids that consume what energy I pretend to have. I"m so confused and depressed of what to do. It was not easy but I had to leave that situation and now I find myself alone. I moved from my hometown with the help of a women's shelter and ended up in a rural town with no help. I'm out of my meds and I fear I will lose it. My ex was so controlling so I have no work experience. I was a stay home mom/housewife for 13yrs. I don't sleep much because of worry and doubt. My closest family is my mom which is 4hrs away. I constantly ask myself is this even worth it?????

[plzmybabies]

Proud of you for taking steps to make your life better. Cherish every moment.