Hello, My name is Amanda and I am a 19 year old Sophomore in college. I have battles depression and anxiety since I was a Freshman in Highschool. I thought I was finally free from this hell of not feeling with medicine and therapy. But over the past two weeks I'm feeling awful. Something up there in my brain isn't right. Luckily I have a therapy appointment Tuesday and I plan on telling her everything. But I feel hollow and its painful. Like my personality isn't in me. I remember things and wonder how I felt during them. Did I feel more in tune with myself? I have no idea what to do and I just want to get better. I have a great life and a boyfriend and family who loves me. For myself and them I want to feel better more than anything. I'll do anything. Thank you for reading this.