Tired

[Remmie_2]

I'm Remmie. Ive Been dealing with anxiety, depression, ADD, mild agoraphobia, teenager w bippolar, & w adult children wthsevere depression for years. Any time I hV a handle on something it all goes to hell. Kids are all living back at home with me. Now my SO that doesn't live with me is furious. I've been through so many suicide attempts with my girls that I don know how many there have been. In 45 and feel 65. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired. I just don't wasn't to get up anymore. When do I get to rest?

[BonnieSue]

You need help and fast! Do you have a doctor? A psychiatrist to call? Here's 2 numbers for yourself or your kids if you or they are thinking of suicide: 1.800.273.8255 and 1.800.784.2433. Post these where everybody can see them. Trained counselors will answer.

You need to call a psychiatrist or even a GP asap. You need to get in and start an antidepressant asap. If you get in with the GP still make the appointment with the psychiatrist for a follow-up. You need this doctor. Now you need a counselor. Please call for an appointment. This person will be your major support person and be behind you 100%. You're tired and this person will understand that and lift you up when you can't do it yourself. S/he will keep you going and understand where you're coming from.

To find a psych Dr. and a counselor, please go to Psychology Today online and look at the photos, the education, the philosophies, fees, specialties, insurance accepted and so on for each individual. You can also ask your doctors for referrals. I hope you act quickly before your small energy reserves are gone. I'm cheering for you.