I'm Remmie. Ive Been dealing with anxiety, depression, ADD, mild agoraphobia, teenager w bippolar, & w adult children wthsevere depression for years. Any time I hV a handle on something it all goes to hell. Kids are all living back at home with me. Now my SO that doesn't live with me is furious. I've been through so many suicide attempts with my girls that I don know how many there have been. In 45 and feel 65. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired. I just don't wasn't to get up anymore. When do I get to rest?