Hi I' ve had depression for years and about 3 years ago after i gave birth to my son it became even worse. I wasnt getting any sleep, had high blood pressure, and started to become paranoid of everyone around me. These feelings have never left but have lessened a little. My blood pressure lowered but went back up after my son started having night terrors when i went back to school (college). And is now back to normal (blood pressure). But now im kinda waiting to see if there are any developmental issues he might hve after he attends another appointment. And my depression and paranoia is getting worse. I just dont know what to do. What do I do?