I'm new to all of this. I've been struggling with depression close to nine years now. I was hospitalized for trying to overdose and when I got out, my work didn't take me back. I was without work for 3 months. Soon after being released, I being feeling really paranoid and was put on medication. The medication helped but put me in a fog and gained close to 30 pounds. A few months later my dad passed away and I had lost all hope. My doctor went MIA and unfortunately was without my medication for the paranoia. My husband has been great, but doesn't take any initiative to put his clothes away, clean up after himself yet alone clean. I see a therapist once a week and I feel as if I'm not getting better. Any advice would be great, thank you.