Hi everyone, so I thought I'd write my issues and see what everyone else thinks. I'm a always been single 35 year old male who still lives at home because his parents are handicapped and a ex-friend ruined my credit with a repo so I have 4 more years till that blemish is gone. I suffer from anxiety and depression, and sleep apnea which is all treated through meds for the anxiety/depression and cpap machine for my sleep apnea. For many many years I lived with this but still did my hobbies like airbrushing model kits, and just building model kits, even have a new group of positive friends from the hobby as well, also play some airsoft when I can. Just this year I have literally no drive to do anything. I haven't picked up my airbrush in many months nor built a kit. I play airosft once a blue moon and thats it. When I'm done my shift at work weather at 4pm or 9pm I go home eat supper then just lay in bed watching shows online. I only see the odd friend on the weekend and that's it. I feel like I'm unplugged from the matrix or the world in a sense. I just tried doing the gym again monday and eating better and I just couldn't I lasted 30mins and then I got bored and went home. Also with the eating less/better it made my mood even worse. I'm am overweight and I hate it. I feel like it's too late for me, and I just just go on like this till I die and restart in the next life.