Pre menopausal at 36

[Sarah2014]

I am 36 years old. My son is just over one and half and my blood levels show am not far from menopause.

I have a history of gyne issues, and lost right ovary and tubes due to cyst etc in 2013. i still have a number of gyne issues and i dont think i can cope anymore...

Reason for my advice is am really struggling with possible premenopause issues. i have been trying for another baby if am lucky.. but i dont think it will happen. However its really painful when we have sex and i am really dry. i have been given some lube which i insert 3 times per week to help keep the moisture level inside my vagina. this they said would help with a few issues.

i dont know what am asking,.. other than i feel so lost especially to be 36 and going into menopause especially when i feel like i havent got the opportunity to have another baby if i was able to.

i know am very lucky to have my first son and its amazing he is here with the issues i had to even have him but i just feel i cant cope at the minute with feeling so low mood, fatigue, forgetfulness, dry woman area, weight gain etc... things are just happening so quick when i feel i havent had chance to be me.

i dont know if i should have a hysterectomy either because i am in so much pain and have a large fibroid tumour in my womb. i just want my life back.