I have attempted and failed SO many times over the last few years. I even scoff at myself for trying yet another new plan! So its no wonder other people roll their eyes or laugh at me when I say I am attempting to lose weight yet again!I feel sad that I cannot count on the support from family around me. But so excited and happy to have this place here to talk to instead!
I have decided for the first time ever to not reveal to my mum and others that I am "trying again".
My mum in particular has a way of saying negative things ("you dont look any different to me?") Or suddenly "craving" dessert when we dont usually have dessert when she knows I am trying to be good. She also loves telling me how much weight she has lost when I am down and struggling. Yet if I am doing well she is suddenly doom and gloom telling me she has binged and put weight on.
SO... this time is going to be different! I am going to try my hardest to just eat healthier and make better choices but not say anything about it and not expect nice comments.
I can do this!! 💪🏆😜