Ok, now where do I start............. I suppose the beginning is a good start! I went to a stop smoking group after being advised by my doctor to stop smoking. This was at the end of January I am presently taking champix, my stop date was 9th February. My husband said if I managed to stop he would let me change my car - I thought Fab!!!! I was doing really well after 8 weeks - then suddenly had a bad day at work (forgot to say I kept an unopened packet in my kitchen cupboard) well, after my bad day - yes I had one, it made me feel dizzy, light headed, horrid taste in my mouth - but I smoked it all. Then thought never again it was disgusting. But hey ho that didn't turn out, I am probably smoking 1 a week now and feeling disgusted with myself and so guilty as I now have my new car and haven't told my husband about my occasional lapses!
God reading this - its all over the place - a bit like my mind at the moment!!