You are all so lovely . I think I had real turning point last Saturday when I was really suicidal as a result of smoking
I have been working through complex trauma and the smoking
Is so linked in
I remember how sporty I was as a teenager and young person and really want to find that energy again I realise at nearly 60 it might not b quite the same but am determined to run 5Km and to take my disabled son out more as was finding the loading in and out of the car harder as not so strong from smoking. He is one of triplets and I can hopefully enjoy my children again as I am not so depressed and anxious
For the first time in a year I feel some hope and realise how psychologically devastating smoking is to my system
Thankyou again this is a wonderful site