Oh dear I have been very stupid. Stopped smoking at the end of January and was doing really well, had a couple during that time but thats all. My dad died on Monday, he was 92 had a fall and died in hospital. He had a good innings and was never ill, not even the odd cold. Anyway to cut a long story short I started smoking again so did my daughter. I dont feel like stopping either, and am smoking quite a lot. Feel like I have failed. Tried many times to stop smoking but for some reason I just knew I would make it this time. I know I have to stop again but dont think I can go through it all again. Already my chest is bad, breathing is awful, and coughing again. I just want to warn everyone to be vigilant, dont fall back into the nicotine trap. Best wishes to all you non smokers hope to rejoin you all eventually. Jan xx