I'm so sorry guys, but I gave in and bought a 10 pack. Then I had to go back into the shop and buy a lighter (I forgot I don't have one in my bag) I'm so ashamed of myself. It was disgusting and smelly and I'm going to do a ceremonial flushing of the other 9. Do I lose my 4 weeks winner badge? Today is my day 57. I'm so disappointed in myself.
Confession time: I'm so sorry guys, but I gave... - Quit Support
Confession time
Oh rainbow what a shame as you managed to resist last night. Never mind though but you must flush the other 9 now!!! They will be too much of a temptation.
Just brush yourself down and jump back in the saddle Hun. X
Don't beat yourself up....it's a blip. It might help with next time you get tempted as you will remember how you felt this time. Keep going, it's not all lost.
Ann
I did it!
Woohoo Hun .... Girl power I have had a crap day myself and that pic made me smile x
Awww what's happening to be crap?
Oh it's a long story but I find myself single and now need to find a job and home back up north!!! Ah well as I like to say no one died and no one got cancer so it could be worse.
There is a new person on questions if anyone wants to pop on and say hi x
It's a fresh start for you it's exciting
I saw the new person but I didn't know what to answer since I'm not exactly feeling like a non smoker tonight
You so are a non smoker unlike your toilet lol!! Plus you always offer good advice x
Look on the bright side if you can back to beautiful Cumbria maybe we could meet up you never know keep your chin up! been there done that x x
soz to hear of your troubles al, but dont let it shake your plan of resistance! you know its quite nice up here, used to say a bit wet but you guys have had the worst weather this year so welcome to the drier north, not often we can that ha ga. you take care. and if i can help job wise just let me know, thats what i do for a living, find people jobs, so if i can help just say. (message me) chin up x
Hey Jules thanks Hun I can't wait to get back up home... But it was meant to be June 2015 when my contract ends, not like this!!! Ooh will def message you about my skill set x
Oh Ellie don't dwell on it , it tasted disgusting that's good and you have thrown the other 9 away ( you have havnt you ) just carry on and I'm sure it will make you stronger xx
Hello Al yes I'm good thank you, are you feeling a bit better today x
I will look on questions
Still full of man flu but not too bad x
Oh Al poor you just read your previous post! you really going through it xx
Ellie,
Fret not pet,it's done & over & one fag is not a,whole,ashtray full now is it ??! Scottish Water want to be grateful you've just chucked nearly £4 down the loo. You've made your mistake & no doubt learned from it so just pick yourself up and start again being the non smoker you really are.Hugs H x
P.S. Hi Beth,Al,poor you still not good by the sounds of things.Stay hugged up and warm and I'm sending a get well hug.H x
the only thing i can say is your human! no need to feel gulty just get back on the bike and ride!!( Me and m hubby are bikers) theres an open road out there for you, free of fags and full of a new a interesting future so rev up and enjoy it! you fell off once, but your still here, thats to be celebrated x
Well we are all human!! Many a mistake we have all made.
Unfortunately, I slipped up too,and had to reset my stats, but although I was gutted about doing that too, it made me all the more determined to get past the day I had my cock up, which I have done!! Whoop Whoop!!
I think it's a physcological thing I think!!
I think you should delete your winner badge, to make you more determined to get another one!!
Good luck tho hun, I know how hard it is. xx
Stupidly told my mother who hit the roof and ranted about my failure (you'd never guess I'm 32. She's my carer so she gets her opinion )
So right now I'm taking a step back from everything quit related. Take cAre guys xx
Just prove her wrong, Ellie. Put it behind you & carry on. She's probably sorry she said that by now, anyway. It's only a falter, don't let it be bigger than it needs to be. xx
Ellie, its entirely up to YOU gal, you do what you think is best for yourself If you want to step back a bit, then do so, if you think it will help you
Your 32 now Ellie, so just maybe your old enough to make your own mind up eh even if you only have 1 brain cell like me
I am right behind you 100 % on whatever decision you make Ellie But please please dont go and leave us gal cos you will be sadly missed by all of us, especially me
Perhaps take a few days off and get them batteries charged up ready for the next scrap with mr nic eh but please dont leave us, you keep popping on here to have a chat, so we know your ok are you flippin listening to me Woman ? mind you saying that, no other Womans listened to me, may as well speak to a flippin brick wall
Loads of luvin huggs heading your way Ellie, take care now xxx
Don't give up Rainbow, you did 4 weeks, such an achievement
Ellie please don't let this stop you carrying on, you have done so well and have been so caring and understanding to everyone else. You sound like you have been having a rubbish couple of days but it will pass and Tomorrow is another day , so please keep going ,you know you can xxx