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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER
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I'm so sorry guys, but I gave in and bought a 10 pack. Then I had to go back into the shop and buy a lighter (I forgot I don't have one in my bag) I'm so ashamed of myself. It was disgusting and smelly and I'm going to do a ceremonial flushing of the other 9. Do I lose my 4 weeks winner badge? Today is my day 57. I'm so disappointed in myself.

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner

Oh rainbow what a shame as you managed to resist last night. Never mind though but you must flush the other 9 now!!! They will be too much of a temptation.

Just brush yourself down and jump back in the saddle Hun. X

Don't beat yourself up....it's a blip. It might help with next time you get tempted as you will remember how you felt this time. Keep going, it's not all lost.

Ann

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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER

I did it!

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toRainbowlilybet

Woohoo Hun .... Girl power :) I have had a crap day myself and that pic made me smile x

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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER in reply toPinkiezoom

Awww what's happening to be crap?

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toRainbowlilybet

Oh it's a long story but I find myself single and now need to find a job and home back up north!!! Ah well as I like to say no one died and no one got cancer :) so it could be worse.

There is a new person on questions if anyone wants to pop on and say hi x

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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER in reply toPinkiezoom

It's a fresh start for you :) it's exciting

I saw the new person but I didn't know what to answer since I'm not exactly feeling like a non smoker tonight

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toRainbowlilybet

You so are a non smoker unlike your toilet lol!! Plus you always offer good advice :) x

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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER in reply toPinkiezoom

I know that's naughty of me. Scottish Water has a thing at the moment saying 'toilet paper, pee and poo are the only things to go down the loo'

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toRainbowlilybet

Lol ah well :)

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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER in reply toPinkiezoom

But seriously Al, if you want a chat or rant I'm here for you. Message me anytime.

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toRainbowlilybet

Thanks Hun, might just do that x

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Kaprin in reply toPinkiezoom

Look on the bright side if you can back to beautiful Cumbria maybe we could meet up you never know keep your chin up! been there done that x x

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toKaprin

Thanks Hun x

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jules56 in reply toPinkiezoom

soz to hear of your troubles al, but dont let it shake your plan of resistance! you know its quite nice up here, used to say a bit wet but you guys have had the worst weather this year so welcome to the drier north, not often we can that ha ga. you take care. and if i can help job wise just let me know, thats what i do for a living, find people jobs, so if i can help just say. (message me) chin up x

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply tojules56

Hey Jules thanks Hun :) I can't wait to get back up home... But it was meant to be June 2015 when my contract ends, not like this!!! Ooh will def message you about my skill set :) x

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jules56 in reply toPinkiezoom

yes do. no promises but when your ready just let me know and i can have a go for you. take care. :-)

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply tojules56

Also no man would make me go back to smoking I actually don't even have the desire :) which is amazing for me as normally at the first sign of hassle would be puffing like a chimney. Might be a failure at relationships but going to succeed in the stopping smoking :) x

Oh Ellie don't dwell on it , it tasted disgusting that's good and you have thrown the other 9 away ( you have havnt you ) just carry on and I'm sure it will make you stronger xx

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply to

Hi Beth how you doing? X

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply to

Beth new person on questions section if you have five mins to say hi and offer advice x

Hello Al yes I'm good thank you, are you feeling a bit better today x

I will look on questions

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply to

Still full of man flu :( but not too bad x

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Oh Al poor you just read your previous post! you really going through it xx

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply to

Ahh I will be fine :) x

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yellowsnowdrop

Ellie,

Fret not pet,it's done & over & one fag is not a,whole,ashtray full now is it ??! Scottish Water want to be grateful you've just chucked nearly £4 down the loo. You've made your mistake & no doubt learned from it so just pick yourself up and start again being the non smoker you really are.Hugs H x

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yellowsnowdrop

P.S. Hi Beth,Al,poor you still not good by the sounds of things.Stay hugged up and warm and I'm sending a get well hug.H x

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jules56

the only thing i can say is your human! no need to feel gulty just get back on the bike and ride!!( Me and m hubby are bikers) theres an open road out there for you, free of fags and full of a new a interesting future so rev up and enjoy it! you fell off once, but your still here, thats to be celebrated x

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kirsty72

Well we are all human!! Many a mistake we have all made.

Unfortunately, I slipped up too,and had to reset my stats, but although I was gutted about doing that too, it made me all the more determined to get past the day I had my cock up, which I have done!! Whoop Whoop!!

I think it's a physcological thing I think!!

I think you should delete your winner badge, to make you more determined to get another one!!

Good luck tho hun, I know how hard it is. xx

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Rainbowlilybet9 MONTH WINNER

Stupidly told my mother who hit the roof and ranted about my failure (you'd never guess I'm 32. She's my carer so she gets her opinion )

So right now I'm taking a step back from everything quit related. Take cAre guys xx

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katycan in reply toRainbowlilybet

Just prove her wrong, Ellie. Put it behind you & carry on. She's probably sorry she said that by now, anyway. It's only a falter, don't let it be bigger than it needs to be. xx

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monkyAdministratorCake sniffer outer in reply toRainbowlilybet

Ellie, its entirely up to YOU gal, you do what you think is best for yourself :) If you want to step back a bit, then do so, if you think it will help you :o

Your 32 now Ellie, so just maybe your old enough to make your own mind up eh even if you only have 1 brain cell like me :P :D :D :D

I am right behind you 100 % on whatever decision you make Ellie :) But please please dont go and leave us gal :( cos you will be sadly missed by all of us, especially me :( :(

Perhaps take a few days off and get them batteries charged up ready for the next scrap with mr nic eh :) but please dont leave us, you keep popping on here to have a chat, so we know your ok :) are you flippin listening to me Woman ? mind you saying that, no other Womans listened to me, may as well speak to a flippin brick wall :o :D :D

Loads of luvin huggs heading your way Ellie, take care now :) xxx

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Pinkiezoom26 Months Winner in reply toRainbowlilybet

Omg Ellie please don't give up!! X

Don't give up Rainbow, you did 4 weeks, such an achievement

Ellie please don't let this stop you carrying on, you have done so well and have been so caring and understanding to everyone else. You sound like you have been having a rubbish couple of days but it will pass and Tomorrow is another day , so please keep going ,you know you can xxx

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