Hi. I'm 73 years old. At 57 I had a colonoscopy, & had a extreme reaction to the preparation for the colonoscopy. I had the colonoscopy the next day, & was left with Rectal pain, & unable to digest food. First told I had a fissure, then told I had levator syndrome, then put on Fentynal patch for excruciating pain. I've been managing using Valium & Celebrex, Fentynal, but 2 years ago the pain became unbearable, & ive been home bound ever since. I may have pudendal Nuralgia. I've had many injections (Alcocks epidural) & many more, with no help. Recently got SIBO(small intestinal bacterial overgrowth) & am on FODMAP Diet & took Xifaxin several times. The breath test showsed positive for SIBO originally. I'm doing better with digestion, but now have a small hemorrhoid which my Rectal surgeon has repeatedly injected, but it's still there. If I have more than 1 BM a day, I go into excrutiating pain. I'm wondering if I could have a small fissure which starts to heal & then re-tears. I want to go see a famous Dr. in Arizona, Nevada, (Dr. Hibner) but can't sit at all. I'm very depressed & a prisoner of my home. I think this is the worst health description on this blog. Any suggestions? I'm not fat, & have a great husband. I just had a normal MRI on Tesla3 0n my spine. It's hard for me to even get to a doctor.